My therapist looked me in the eyes and told me I should go see a doctor. My doctor took one look and told me I should go see a dentist. My dentist looked in my mouth and told me I should be ashamed of myself. I felt ashamed and went for a walk by myself to discuss my issues.
The discussion went nowhere, so I decided to try therapy.
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Preschooler to Preschooler:
“I better start reading and stop watching TV or I’ll never get anywhere in life.”
Mom to Preschooler:
“Make sure the other children wash their hands before they touch you, sweety.”
Mom to Teacher:
“You’ve scheduled two units of naptime and only one unit of free play today. May I ask what you actually do during naptime?”
Teacher to Mom:
“Bobby gets very snarky before naptime.”
Mom to Mom:
“He’s a really nice person, attractive, and genuine, but he’s a CIA spy.”
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Good morning!
Ok.
Can I getcha some coffee?
Yeah.
…Here you are sir.
Great.
Can I getcha anything else?
Nope. I want to order.
Wonderful! We have an Early Bird special if you’re interested.
What?
We have an Early Bird special.
Not interested.
What can I getcha?
I haven’t decided.
Great. I’ll come back in a second.
Great.
…Have you decided, sir?
Yeah.
What can I getcha?
The muffin basket.
Did you want anything from the Early Bird menu?
I’ll just have the muffin basket.
That comes with an assortment of jellies and jams.
Fine.
Would you like grape, raspberry, cherry, strawberry or peach?
Fine.
You have three choices, sir.
Whatever. The first three.
Which three?
The first three you said.
Grape, raspberry, and cherry?
Yeah. Wait. I want strawberry too.
You only have three choices, sir.
Fine. Just bring it out. You’re starting to ruffle my feathers.
I’m sorry, sir. We just run things a bit differently around here.
What?
We’re all birdwatchers.
What?
We’re birders. Bird lovers. Bird enthusiasts.
My mother was a Bird lover.
Very humorous, sir. I appreciate that.
So you just watch birds?
We’ve all studied ornithology.
Where?
Various places. Charlie was at Penn. Rose went to Duke. Vincent is writing a novel called Falconia. Tess wants to be a guide.
Why are the other waiters all watching me like that?
I’m sorry, sir. We’ve never had a customer of your particular type in our restaurant.
Are you kidding me?
No sir.
My type is pretty common.
We are very happy to have you. They’re just curious.
They’re flocking in the window staring at me.
I’ll shoo them away and be right back with your food.
…Here you are sir. We have a muffin plate for you with grape, raspberry, and strawberry jams.
Wait. I ordered the basket.
I’m sorry?
The basket. I didn’t order the plate. I ordered the basket.
Let me take this back and get you the basket.
No, you know what, I’ve had enough. Take this plate out of here. Leave the muffin. Leave the jams. Leave the flower. And get those waiters out of my sight.
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The air was transparent this morning at low tide. The fog lifted early, and across the water I could see Berkeley. I sat on a bench near the dock of the bay, whistling Otis, savoring the cool breeze and the strong sun. California sun makes us dance, and we need that.
My eyes wandered over to a spot on the dock, where a small figure stood leaning against a flagpole. I forgot my glasses at the Youth Hostile (Ref. “Hostiles”) this morning, so I had to squint at the figure for a while to see that it was a boy. Or a horse-jockey. He wore white pants, riding boots, and a checkered shirt. Then I thought it was probably a boy dressed in a horse-jockey costume, because we don’t allow horses here. The boy-jockey stood very still, gazing out at the ships rolling in. I let my gaze follow his gaze, then back to him. What did he see that made him stand so still? He moved very little, if at all. In fact, it occurred to me he was frozen, or pretending to be a statue. Where were his parents? What an odd child. At least he was wearing clothes.
Then this occurred to me: It wasn’t a horse-jockey or a boy-jockey or a boy at all. It was an actual statue—I’m sure. But who put a statue on the bank like that and why a statue of a boy-horse-jockey? Boy or not-a-boy, sometimes what you see just isn’t what you think you see.
Ur so…ur face is so…I don’t know, but I love it.
And don’t stare. I know it’s mesmerizing, but try to look away.
He’s not in yet. Have a seat.
Not in yet—it’s 11:30am on a Tuesday.
Yes, he hasn’t arrived.
I understand, but it’s 11:30am on a Tuesday.
Yes, I am aware.
Is he taking a sick day?
Never. He played tennis this morning, and he’s on his way here now.
Has he ever been late to work?
Once or twice.
I don’t even have a job and I’m already at work.
Unfortunately, there is nothing I can do until he arrives.
I understand, but aren’t you aware of my concern?
I am aware of your concern.
I’m sure you are, but is he?
Is he what?
Is he aware of my specific needs?
I will brief him on the situation when he arrives.
How can you be so sure he’s going to arrive?
He’s my father. He will be here promptly.
Your father doesn’t seem very prompt.
My father is a very responsible citizen.
I trust you, not your father.
Look, trust or not, I got you this interview, so don’t backtalk me, James.
I’m sorry. I’m nervous. Are you sure he can find me a job?
James, relax. We love you. Dad wants to help you. Have a seat.
Ok. It’s fine. I’m not that worried. Excuse me for a second.
James—
What?
James—stop it. I know you’re texting Mom. You know how she gets. Don’t ruin this.
I’m not ruining anything. Why is the whole world against me all of a sudden?
Hold on, James—that’s him.
Who?
Shut up for a second—yes, sir. Yes, I will sir. Thank you, sir.
What did he say?
He said the company is all yours. I told you he would take your needs into consideration.
Great. Thanks, Sis.
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I’m so frustrated. This one single time, I went on a bodybuilding forum-website that Google sent me to when I asked it a question about bodybuilding. The problem arose when I tried to go on facebook the next day or later that day (ten minutes later). When I typed “f” into the address bar, “forum.bodybuilding.com” came up. Usually, I type “f” into the address bar and it autocompletes “facebook.com” so I just hit the “return” key. I’ve got the “type-f-hit-return” motion timed perfectly, because I go on fb like 50 times a day. I never add fb to my bookmarks bar. I’m worried I’ll go on fb too much if I do that.
So now, bodybuildingforum pops up every time I try to go on fb. I know. Frustrating. But that’s only the beginning. Google is following me every step of the way, picking up the trail I leave from bodybuildingforum. And now, Google thinks I’m obsessed with bodybuilding so they’ve arranged all these disgusting bodybuilder-demographic ads on every website I go to. It’s horrible. All these bodies flexing at me. Men in bikinis.
So frustrating.
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Sometimes I do my writing in coffee shops, which you might think is pretentious. Nope. It’s not—compared to this guy:
Also, not compared to the two people I saw today banging away on their Underwoods. Typewriters. Loud—bang-bang-banging, typewriters. Ping! Typewriters are so pretentious. You’re sitting there banging away on your typewriter like you just watched “Finding Forrester” and were so moved by the scene when the long-lost-genius-author tells the young destitute-but-prodigious-youth to “Punch the keys for Godsake!” and the “You’re the man now, dog!” line that made you want to be that man—now, dog.
Those two typewriting twits were a spectacle, and they knew it. But actually, they didn’t really know it. They seemed completely oblivious, which was weird because I can’t imagine typing on a typewriter in a public place and not feel like I’m being watched—except at Burning Man.
Students in the library used to complain about my “typing too loudly.” If you’re going to call writing on a laptop, “typing,” you should call writing on a typewriter, “hammering” or “battering” or “destroying.” It really does ruin the atmosphere. I would love to have seen their reactions had I written my “Anthropology of Violence” paper on an old Underwood.
With or without a shirt.
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Heyyy! What’s up, Drew!
Dude. Don’t…
What?
We’ve talked about this.
What’s up?
No names.
Oh my god. I’m sorry, dude. I forgot.
Why would you forget, seriously…
I’m sorry. I slipped. So where are you?
Dude. Are you serious?
Of course I am! Oh wait. My bad. Yeah. Ok.
You think this is a joke? This is my life, man.
I know. I just get flustered.
Why don’t you call me back.
What? When?
When you’ve settled down.
I’m settled. I’m settled.
Get a handle on yourself.
I’m handled. I’m cool. What’s the plan?
Obviously, we’re not discussing the plan over the phone.
Obviously! Ok, but when should we meet up?
I don’t know. Not here. Not the park. The streets are sketch—can’t afford the risk.
We could grab dinner.
Yeah, dinner sounds great. What are you thinking?
I’m thinking Italian, some place nice.
Famiglia?
Yes! I love their Bruschetta!
Ok, let’s meet at 8 for drinks, while we wait for a table.
Perfect.
Meet me at the usual spot so we can walk in together. And don’t dress like you do.
I won’t.
Tuck in your shirt and comb your hair.
I will.
Don’t forget.
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You know what, I feel like I’ve built this thing up too much, and now you’re worried something bad happened. Nothing happened! How many times do I have to say this to convince you? Even if something did, you shouldn’t be worried about me. It’s not about me or them. Nobody is at fault. I’m so happy these days. I can’t have you reading this and worrying that I’m covering something up. If you’re worried, then I’m worried. But nothing happened. Seriously, it’s fine. Now I’m worried you don’t believe me. This is worrisome.
I swear everything is fine. Nothing really all that bad happened. Trust me, I learned a lot about myself working as JP Morgan Chase’s CIO. I’m totally fine. It’ll be fine. You seem worried.
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I can’t tell you about the other exercises they made us do at opera camp. You don’t want to know. I realize you might be curious, because you’re reading this, but trust me on this one. I can’t say what we had to do, but I’ll say I was pretty good at it. I’m an adjuster. I adjust when there’s conflict. Divorced parents. But so are yours, so I don’t need to explain.
Regarding the other exercises, I don’t know how to explain the situation. Honestly, it was just weird. It felt pretty harmless at first, but it got weird when I realized the exercise had absolutely nothing to do with singing or the operatic arts. I have this photo, which should do most of the talking. These were the other counselors. Castro (the castrato I mentioned before—and yes, that was his real name—I guess) didn’t participate in this exercise. He stood on the sidelines, watching. He took this photo.
Castro sent me the photo in an email the other day. The subject read: “Shared Memories.” Inappropriate. I don’t know how he got my email or how he found my blog, but he did. He wasn’t pleased, but he tried to hide it. He said things like, “I thought we were tight,” “never even happened that way,” “you got me all wrong,” “people have to learn how to breathe right,” and “Is it me, or is everyone else crazy?” The email was crazy though, seriously. Castro is conflicted. I have been advised not to participate in any dialogue, so he’s on his own I guess.
Opera camp was conflicted. I adjusted and it’s fine now.
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at The Toronto Fringe Festival, July 3-14 2013
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